Saturday, November 13, 2010

to be near you

I want to be near you always. I have been feeling my empty lack luster world, slip further and further down. I am surrounded by angry ugly energy and it is smudging mine, I have fought to hard to let the nastiness of the other energy pull me down, but when your in it for so long like I have been, it's wearing me down and making me angry, and depressed. I need help now, my energy has been tarnished.
Your so full of goodness, and sunshine, and I feel renewed after we part. I am sad your no longer with me, but I am glad to have been in your presence. To have been able to fill my energy with your white clean good energy. Your always so positive, your always so shiny and clean, I love to be near you, to be touching you, to be holding you.
I feel like some times I am robbing you of your energy, leaving you empty. I truly feel like a new person when I'm with you, when I'm around you. I feel like I'm not me, like I'm a new me, a more confidant me, a better me, and I owe it all to you....you make me feel brand new.